March 26, 2010
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Getting up, Falling Down, getting up again
I’m getting up and falling down but the most important thing is that keep getting up. The last time that I blogged, I wrote about losing my job, my identity, and my self esteem. It’s been a roller coaster of emotions that still continue to this day. There are days when all I want to do is cry, others where I just want to scream, and still others where I’m ok as long you don’t ask me about losing my job. You would be the 9787868543 person to ask me about it today, and to tell you the truth, I’m tired of talking about it. I’m dotting my t’s and crossing my i’s to make sure that everything is kosher but it still gets draining. It’s also hard to do your best work when you know that you’ll be unemployed soon. My friend says instead of being a lame duck president, you’re a lame duck teacher. Sad but true.
I am getting back on my feet by going and applying for jobs in the biotech field, maybe I can convince the fiancée to be part time. Maybe it won’t be so soul KILLING.
Other then that, wedding world is up and running. I’ve finished the Save the Dates and we got someone to do design a wedding invitation for us. I’m going wedding dress shopping soon and the photography, ceremony site, venue, and flowers are booked. Just little stuff now that I know that I can do in the summer when I’m unemployed. Something to look forward to.
